$h!t$ getting real son.....or daughter

You know this entire last 6 months feels very surreal. Sometimes i have to take a breath and go "wow, ur married bro." And from the first day of us realizing Lindy is pregnant its been almost like a joke. I still remember i was handling my bidness in the bathroom came out and Lindy had handled some bigger bizness in the other bathroom as she was standing outside our bedroom door holding a positive pregnancy test stick. I realized what it was, but i had something to say so i say "yeah, yeah hold on a second" and i continued with my thought. Lindy was shocked and then it kinda kicked in and we did the whole "lets hug and be happy married people finding out they are pregnant thing"

At the time and really most of the time now it feels like were joking when we talking about there being a baby on the way and etc, but whenever we acquire a new piece of baby stuff it just gets more and more real. Or like sometimes ill be thinking about some bs and it will hit me like "hey dummy! In 5 and 1/2 months you're gonna have a baby in that crib:

Big thanx to Lindy's Mom and Dad for the crib

Or like when we told people a few months ago all we wanted for christmas was baby stuff off the registry and then last week when we got two UPS packages and opened em up and BOOM!!! Baby got more real:

Big thanx to my mom for these two nice gifts

And now today we got paid and had some extra money so we went out and got the mattress that was in the crib and this bad boy:

Every step of the way the reality of a baby on the way fades in and out for me. I guess its more real for Lindy cuz shes feeling it move and its always there but for me its not until moments like these where i go "OMG! There is a baby on the way!!!!" We both have come a long way in a short short short amount of time as a couple and as individuals and i think we will both be up to the challenges ahead. We are reading every baby raising book we get our hands on, were making a lot of smart financial decisions, and were doing little things like stocking up on diapers 6 months ahead of time and getting all the big ticket items done ahead of time.

Were both still slacking on the gym thing which we need to do to get in shape obviously but also because its supposed to make labor easier for Lindy and its supposed to be beneficial for the baby as well. But if that is our biggest worry at this point then id say we are off to a great start. 

January 6th is our gender determination date and it cant get here soon enough.

Adios for now